Sejujurnya aku tak pernah pun nak minta itu ini sejak in relationship dengan H. Kalau tak ada takdalah. I won't cry but I'll try my best to get it by myself.
Prinsip aku senang, jangan bergantung harap pada orang lain. Bila kau boleh buat satu-satu benda tu, at least bila jadi apa-apa kau tak gelabah dah. You know how to handle it later.
Nak-nak pula in LDR, so it's better you being independent from now on. At least bila 'dia' jauh kau tak terkial-kial nak lakukan satu-satu perkara tu. Contoh paling mudah adalah memandu. Aku memang tak reti pandu kereta manual, but at least I know for auto car. My parents car is in auto. Jadi nak kemana-mana boleh je pandu kereta tu.
Mungkin juga terserlah independent tu sebab aku dah dari zaman sekolah, belajar dekat upsi semuanya buat sendiri. Aku sejenis yang tak suka bergantung harap pada orang lain. Maka setiap kali buat sesuatu perkara tu aku akan buat seorang diri. Contohnya, beratur panjang untuk naik bas pergi ke kuliah itu normal buat aku. Berhujan panas itu juga normal dan berjalan kaki ke ktm juga normal terutama bila poket kering. Kalau ada yang baik hati mereka tumpangkan aku.
Sehinggalah sekarang yang mana aku betul-betul tak suka susahkan orang lain. Kalau terpaksa mulalah rasa serba salah jadinya.
Back to main of my story, aku tak minta pun H belikan itu ini sebab aku tahu how he's trying to survive his self right now. Takkan nak tambahkan beban pula. If I craving for something, I preferred keep it or ask to my family only. Buy yesterday was a different, I really craving for something sweet for my tooth. I don't want a chocolate because there's so many chocolates here.
Since I had ate a piece of biscoff cheesecake before, so I want it more. But... another cheesecake. That's why I wrote there classic cheesecake or burnt cheesecake.
AND tadaaaaa....
I got a message from H, he asked me whether I got the cake or not. I were so puzzled and clueless at that time. Terus jump dari katil then pergi ke fridge to checked ada kek ke tidak. Surprised me again, yes it is. The real cake is over here. OMG, it's for real babe. I thought I were in dreaming but not.
AND it's a burnt cheesecake!! The cake that I wanted before. Lagi lah terharu sebab tengah-tengah demam dapat pula hadiah begini. 😍😍😍
THANK YOU for sending this cake!!!!
Sincerely,
Your clingy girlfriend
